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Okay so there's this kid named Ben, Ben Judd and he did alot of fucked up shit to me. He'd bully me he literally tried to rape me once and it was physically and mentally traumatizing. I don't know whats making me think of this now but I tried telling my parents before and they never listened to me and I had to deal with this shit on my own terms. He was an asshole and if isaw him today I probably would've killed him :') 




It's funny cuz I never had any don't support and this stupid fucking political shits got me thinking about it and I don't even know what to say to anyone. I never really confronted anyone about it and it's too late now but I think I'm going to fucking talk to him. What he did was so good damn messed up and emotionally fucking scarring. He bullied me all the damn time he made fun of me.


I'm in an off mood today as it is and I don't fucking know why this shit had to ruin it :') 

But whatever

I have three close friends IRL who I love very much especially one of them but honestly they all mean so much to me. They all are just the best. I feel like I can be myself around them without being criticized. Yea they make fun of me but it's just jokingly. Riley Liz and lil pixie fairy cealan. They probably don't understand how much I love them since 4th grade with Riley and caelan and 6th grade with Liz. They're all kinds of wonderful and the past few weeks have been amazing especially with Riley because I feel like we're becoming more connected when it comes to books and other things like sharing drinks together chasing each other with plants with weird fuzzy stuff on the end her playing with my hair etc I donno I just feel so much better now since I'm actually doing something with my friends I love them so god damn much it's crazy. I'll actually lose my shit if someone hurts them they're all I have IRL and all I feel like I need. So uhh these guys are just the best people ever so yea-

Just a lil psa-

Just because someone says "oh you shouldn't be crying you should focus on me I'm the one whos supposed to be sad" DOESNT MEAN THEY'RE PROBLEMS NEED TO BE KNOWN BY EVERYONE AMD THAT EEVERYONE NEEDS TO PITY THEM JFC they also don't need to say they're issues are worse when that doesn't even matter. Just because you have issues doesn't make yours worse than others. Comparing is a waste of time. I just think that it doesn't matter. If someones sad they're sad if someones literally suicidal that's okay too but ones not more important than the other not saying the suicidal person should be left in the dust it's just that everyone needs help not matter how significant their problems are.

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